To be totally honest I never saw this chapter in the forecast. The past few years have been filled with change, adventure, and unexpected turbulence. That being said I seem to always land on my feet. I validated the bad with those successes and kept charging forward. Along the way I didn’t truly resolve any of my  issues. I did what was necessary to keep moving and get by. I didn’t fix my heart after the breakup, I got a new job instead. I didn’t ignore those people who used me, I took matters into my own hands to let them know they were wrong. I didn’t solve the lonely feeling at home, I boarded yet another plane to takeoff for anywhere. In all this running I have built up a rage that comes out in ways I am truly not proud of. I’ve projected my own issues on people with absolutely merit. I will always be honest and admit when I am wrong. I still think it’s important to let others know that something they may have said or done is hurtful. But it isn’t right to completely lose control with anyone because I have chosen to keep my demons in. I want to say I’m sorry to anyone who may have felt a bit of my wrath. I want to say I’m sorry to myself too, because I think I might have hurt myself the most. Things aren’t always perfect, and every single person has something they are battling. This truly is no pity party for one, this is just a heartfelt honest apology. I’m a sensitive, loving, empathic boy from Michigan. I got all caught up in me, I was trying so hard to just get back on my own two feet again. I skipped the cracks in the pavement and now I’m retracing my steps and seeing what I missed along the way. Here’s to another lesson in being an adult. Take responsibility for your actions and be kind.